Friday, 31 August 2007
Happy 50th Birthday!
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Thursday, 30 August 2007
What...
[The other person] : Hi, ChooiShan.
Silence. No reply.
What am I supposed to make out of this conversation?
Wtf!!??!!!
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Wednesday, 29 August 2007
The start of the end
It's time to start hibernating to prepare for the upcoming exams.
Feeling overwhelmed with all the outstanding work that I have to do. And starting to panic as well... how can it be that there's so much to do with so little time left?
And I think I'm getting old. I can't even make it past 2am in the morning to study when I used to be able to burn the midnight oil whenever I wanted to. Now, I'm struggling to stay awake and when it's time to wake up, I'm struggling to get out of the bed.
Sigh.
Please let this be the last time. I don't think I can take this any longer!
Let this be the start of the end. Please. Because it's the thought that I'm so near to the end that keeps me going... otherwise, I might just end up like this:
Fine, I know I'm being morbid here... but you get the gist...
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Monday, 20 August 2007
Judgements
I can make judgemental decisions at work and even defend them to my manager.
But when it comes to judging another person, I failed miserably.
It seems that I'm always trying to give others the benefit of doubt and perhaps deep down inside me, I want to believe that everyone that I meet have noble intentions.
Maybe in a ideal world that would happen. But in real life, I meet many people who have hidden agendas, one way or another. And it disappoint me to find that they are not whom I thought they were.
I am no saint nor angelic, but I strive to be a good person. I really do try. I've done things that I'm not so proud of, but does that mean that I can't expect others to be a nice person?
I guess perfectionism only exists in the ideal world. After all, even the most basic finance or economics theories only hold in theory. In the real world, even the most advanced model breaks down and investors act irrationally.
So, maybe it is only appropriate to expect that people are not perfect and they end up being evil, cruel or have ill intentions.
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Saturday, 18 August 2007
Dog Racing
Believe me when I say that... just look at how fast they were running! I could barely catch them on my camera!
The bookies waiting for spectators to bet with them. Payout ratios were not too bad... on average, they pay about 1 to 4 for the winning dog...
Us, trying to pose in front of the race track in between the action
My two bets - but unfortunately, my chosen dogs did not cross the finishing line in lead. Oh well, I'm never good at gambling and I definitely do not have luck when it comes to these kinda things... I mean, why else I spend my days trying to quantify and minimise uncertainties? Because if everything were to depend on luck... I don't know how I'll ever make it through life man...
Hehehe... this was not one of the dogs that I was betting on... but it's name is really funny. Try pronouncing it!Okay, at the end of the day... I did feel a bit bad because the dogs were made to chase a fake rabbit in an attempt to make them run in an orderly fashion... So I promise that this will be my first as well as last time... promise...
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