Friday 31 August 2007

Happy 50th Birthday!


Read from The Star Online paper about the 50th Merdeka Celebrations. A lavish and grand affair, I would say. Happy 50th Birthday, Malaysia!!

In conjunction with the national day, Economist ran an editorial on Malaysia.

I quote from the article:

[... There is much to celebrate. Living standards and access to education, health services, sanitation and electricity have soared during those five decased of severeignty. The country's remarkable modernisation drive was symbolised, nine years ago, by the completion of the Petronas twin towers, in Kuala Lumpur, then the world's tallest buildings.... Yet there will be a hollow ring to the festivities. Malaysia's 50th birthday comes at a time of rising resentment by ethnic Chinese and Indians, at the continuing, systematic discrimination they suffer in favour of the majority bumiputra, as Malays and other indigenous groups are called...... Some are asking: is there really such a thing as a Malaysian?...]

Well, to be honest, I do agree to a certain extent with what the point that the writer is trying to nail down. Sometimes, I do feel that we're treated as second class citizens. Why is it that not all Malaysians are treated equally? I have seen numerous occassions whereby more deserving students are not offered a government scholarship or a place in local universities, more capable personnels not being promoted in their workplace and in the wider context, businesses not being offered market flotations or government contracts JUST because they are non-bumiputras.

Is this fair at all?

I guess most non-bumiputras including myself and people around me have grown to accept that it's part and parcel of life. We seek alternatives and try to make the best out of the situation. And I think in many cases, it is because we're trying to escape the system that we're being driven voluntarily or perhaps sometimes, involuntarily to live abroad. I know many young and bright Malaysians who simply don't return back to Malaysia because they know that being a non-bumiputra makes life less easy for them and many times, less appreciated.

This is a big loss to the country because these bright minds can help build our nation and lead the country to compete internationally. These are people with real talent and the right attitude to succeed, yet the system back home is just driving them away and they only return to the country for holidays when in fact, they could do much more.

Now, don't get me wrong. I love my country and I'M PROUD TO BE A MALAYSIAN. I also have my share of bumiputra friends and I can speak Malay fluently. I'm born and bred in Malaysia. Yes, I had my further education overseas and I'm now working in London. But I have not been westernised. I have not been brainwashed with the foreign culture. In fact, in many situations, I stood for and defended Malaysia whenever she is being critised by my non-Malaysian friends or colleagues. I am very much Malaysian and to me, Malaysia will always be HOME.

BUT, one of the many reasons why I have been compelled to study and work overseas is percisely because of the system. All I want is to learn and work in an environment where I'm not being discriminated for who I am. I want to be appreciated for what I can contribute not for the colour of my skin or my birth rights. Granted, where I am now is not complete meritocracy but it's by far a more challenging and rewarding environment that I yearn for.

That said, to a certain extent... in a very ironic way, it is also because of the system that I'm where I am today. It is because that I know from very young that I'm not "privelleged" that I've never been complacent and it forced me to fight for things that I want in life. It thought me that whatever I want in life, it has to be earned and it will not given to me by birth right. It made me a much stronger person and instilled a fighting spirit in me.

At the end of the day... perhaps this is the true MALAYSIA BOLEH spirit.

Anyway, Happy Birthday, my dear Malaysia.


Thursday 30 August 2007

What...

[The other person] : Hi, ChooiShan.
[The other person] : Just want to say hi.
[The other person] : Hi.
[The other person] : Done.
[The other person] : :-)
[Me] : Hi then.

Silence. No reply.

What am I supposed to make out of this conversation?

Wtf!!??!!!

Wednesday 29 August 2007

The start of the end

It's time to start hibernating to prepare for the upcoming exams.

Feeling overwhelmed with all the outstanding work that I have to do. And starting to panic as well... how can it be that there's so much to do with so little time left?

And I think I'm getting old. I can't even make it past 2am in the morning to study when I used to be able to burn the midnight oil whenever I wanted to. Now, I'm struggling to stay awake and when it's time to wake up, I'm struggling to get out of the bed.

Sigh.

Please let this be the last time. I don't think I can take this any longer!

Let this be the start of the end. Please. Because it's the thought that I'm so near to the end that keeps me going... otherwise, I might just end up like this:




Fine, I know I'm being morbid here... but you get the gist...

Monday 20 August 2007

Judgements

I can make judgemental decisions at work and even defend them to my manager.

But when it comes to judging another person, I failed miserably.

It seems that I'm always trying to give others the benefit of doubt and perhaps deep down inside me, I want to believe that everyone that I meet have noble intentions.

Maybe in a ideal world that would happen. But in real life, I meet many people who have hidden agendas, one way or another. And it disappoint me to find that they are not whom I thought they were.

I am no saint nor angelic, but I strive to be a good person. I really do try. I've done things that I'm not so proud of, but does that mean that I can't expect others to be a nice person?

I guess perfectionism only exists in the ideal world. After all, even the most basic finance or economics theories only hold in theory. In the real world, even the most advanced model breaks down and investors act irrationally.

So, maybe it is only appropriate to expect that people are not perfect and they end up being evil, cruel or have ill intentions.

Saturday 18 August 2007

Dog Racing

To keep up with our efforts of spending our weekends out of our comfort Canada Water zone... following the Oriental City trip, we headed to Wimbledon for dog racing last weekend.

Now, don't get me wrong. I really love dogs. I miss my dog when I'm over here (xiao bai, xiao bai... where are you now??) and my heart melts when I look into their innocent eyes.

So, what am I doing at the stadium then? Why am I supporting the very act of cruelty against dogs just so that they provide us, humans with entertainment and a way of gambling our money?

I'm really not supporting the above statement. But, I was just curious to see what goes on at a dog race and I thought it'll be an experience...

Anyway, contrary to what I thought, it's not as bad as it seems. The dogs may not be cute, (well... they are greyhounds, what do you expect? Cute fluffy dogs racing against each other???) but they do look strong and healthy... at the end of the day, there isn't much difference when we watch and bet on other sportsmen racing against each other... The dogs were fighting for glory as well...

Believe me when I say that... just look at how fast they were running! I could barely catch them on my camera!

The bookies waiting for spectators to bet with them. Payout ratios were not too bad... on average, they pay about 1 to 4 for the winning dog...


Us, trying to pose in front of the race track in between the action

My two bets - but unfortunately, my chosen dogs did not cross the finishing line in lead. Oh well, I'm never good at gambling and I definitely do not have luck when it comes to these kinda things... I mean, why else I spend my days trying to quantify and minimise uncertainties? Because if everything were to depend on luck... I don't know how I'll ever make it through life man...

Hehehe... this was not one of the dogs that I was betting on... but it's name is really funny. Try pronouncing it!

Okay, at the end of the day... I did feel a bit bad because the dogs were made to chase a fake rabbit in an attempt to make them run in an orderly fashion... So I promise that this will be my first as well as last time... promise...

Wednesday 15 August 2007

Paintballing

I knew that it was going to hurt and I'll have lots of bruises after that from the last paintballing outing that I went.

But somehow, I agreed to join my colleagues for another session of paintballing.

And as expected, it still hurts when the paintball hits you particularly at the bones and I still have bruises from it.

It was fun, though it doesn't give you as much kick because you can't recognise who you were shooting with all the overalls and masks that you have to wear.

I'll just have to settle for assuming that the person I shot was the person I wanted to shoot.

And my whole body is aching from running and having to squat down to dodge the paintballs. Not to mention, all those bruises... Ouch ouch ouch...

Tuesday 14 August 2007

Oriental City

Can't remember how it came about, but somehow, after much confusion, we ended up at Oriental City at Collindale up north. I remember Auntie Lai Keon driving me there some time ago and I have vague recollections of the large food court and Asian supermarket there...

But somehow, when we arrive things look a lot smaller than I remember it to be. Could it be that I've grown bigger, such that everything else looks smaller?? Or it may just be my dusty old memory playing tricks on me... age is catching up and I become more senile perhaps...

The "big" food court that turns out to be tiny...


But nevertheless, we had a good time feasting on the good food... Look at the happy and contented faces with all the food in front of them... that's what I call life enjoyment...


Particularly good was the roti canai! The guy comes from Ipoh and sigh... the food from this stall taste so yummy... he sells murtabak, maggi mee goreng, teh tarik etc. on top of roti canai... gosh, I miss mamak so much!!! So so so so much that I bought home a huge portion of mutton curry for my next day's dinner... And since we have the same kampung, he gave me some free papadoms... hehehe... :P


And oh ya, I also bought a proper hot pot from the Asian supermarket. Steamboat anyone?

Monday 13 August 2007

Musings

Can't even remember when was the last time I got off work at 5.30pm sharp. And to add the icing to the cake, the bus arrive as soon as I stepped in front of the bus stop. I got home by 5.48pm.

It must be my lucky day.

No one piling work on me. The manager actually said, "I don't think there's anything left to do..."

I woke up early enough this morning to pack lunch to work and arrive at work early.

There was no queue at the bank during lunch time.

Amazing. Lady luck has been really kind and smiling on me today.

Just so that I don't spoil this day, I'll retire early and snuggle in bed. Good night! ;)

Saturday 11 August 2007

Food Glorious, Food!


Oliver Twist would definitely agree that these yummy food are worth waiting and heck, even fighting for! A picutre blog of all the delicious and mouth-watering food that I had in Hong Kong... Enjoy! (but don't drip saliva on your comp okay? :P)



Fresh scallops with garlic, chili and vercimilli noodles; Fresh jackknife (razor clams) in black bean sauce



Deep fried fresh squid @ kalamari; Baked fresh lobster in cheese with spagetthi noodles



Chinese-style steam fresh promphet



Assorted dim sum; and my favourite Fried dried shrimps cheong fun with soy sauce, sweet sauce and peanut butter sauce!Can't seem to find this in London :(




Yummy, refreshing and cooling desserts! The Hong Kees definitely love mangoes but I'm not disagreeing that they are simply lovely on a hot day!



Supposingly, this shop is Hong Kong's famous noodle place. The chef won several awards including having the best fried Nissin noodles! "车子面" (it's just noodles with lots of different types of accompaniments); and the Famous fried chicken wing Nissin noodles. Gosh, this makes me have cravings for mamak-style mee goreng...



Their version of roast goose with peanuts



The famous "Tai Cheong" egg tarts that you have to queue up for!




Hong Kong famous hawker style beef keow teow soup and wan tan mee



Seafood fried rice, Hong Kong kai lan and roast BBQ pork and fried beef noodles from the famous Yung Kee Restaurant




And how can I forget, their award winning roast goose which dates back to the 1950s






More yummy food - Stir fry "la-la" clams and Salted steam chicken

Roast pigeon; and Razor clams in black bean sauce


Garlic and eggs crabs; and Mini abalones in rich oyster sauce




Deep fried "Yong Tau Foo" and fresh oysters porridge Teochew style



Hong Kong "Char-chan-teng" aka cafe style hi-tea. Ice blended red bean dessert; Peanut butter toast with condensed milk and Fried chicken wing




This is the elaborate dinner that I had with my uncle! Dinner with him is always an enjoyable experience because he simply knows his stuff!

Roast suckling pig; and Fresh steam prawns



Stir-fry scallops with mangetout; and Abalone slices with mushroom in oyster sauce

Chinese wine chicken in wooden bucket; and Shark's fin soup with bacon



Roast pork (mind you, this is no simple roast pork, it only uses lean meat at the belly and roasted with perfection such that the skin is ultra crispy!); and Bird's nest jelly

All I can say is that just thinking of the dinner makes me hungry again...



Baileys blended with vanilla ice-cream on top of IFC tower; and XO sauce pork cutlet with lotus



Clams with black bean sauce; and Stir fry beef with cashew nuts

Hmmm... Hong Kees definitely like clams with black bean sauce, it's always on the dinner table!


If you're not tempted to visit Hong Kong after looking at these mouth-watering dishes, I rest my case.